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UVicでB.Comを専攻し、今はDowntownの某社にてせこせこと日々まじめに働く夜更かし厳禁番長。すっかり生活変わりました、はい。


by mori_mori_108
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The story continues...

It was kinda abrupt writing in the below. I was a bit moody at that time. I wasn't able to write down much of stuff.

So, what happened to me, anyway?
Well, I don't mean to elaborate the stuff though. I must say that I was experiencing the mixed feelings of happiness and sorrows. Both feelings wouldn't come to you at the same time so often. They are contradicting to each other and completely different emotions.

Some of you may have known that I was in some bitter relationship. That relationship was a total disastor. It turned out to be something really ugly after a couple of incidents... I faced a lot of realities at that period of time. I'd gone through millions of very emotional moments. What came out from that relationship tore me up in many way. I was absolutely devastated for months.

Just only a few days ago, I received email from the very person by whom I had been deserted. As I read her message, all the uncessesary hostile emotions were vanished from my mind. I just realized how I'd been wishing to reconcile a feud with that person.

Written words sometimes have much power than simply being said. They mesmerize me in a way that I would never expect. Suddenly Sarah's song came to my mind. That song gave me much comfort. I wrote back email to her. I simply said that we were only humans and both of us didn't mean to do the things we did in the past. Forgoing the things in the past and welcoming things that we will see in the future. Although we don't forget the past forever, we should not let them apart us in any way.

"I Will Remember You"....
"Weep not for the memory"...

Just like Sarah sings, I will remember her and I won't cry for a bitter memory.
by mori_mori_108 | 2005-11-16 11:13 | 生活もの